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Let us
imagine for a while to be among the disciples of Emmaus, who leave
Jerusalem full of disappointment for the death of Jesus, with deluded
hopes and fear in their heart. Let us acknowledge in our depth the
sadness, which does not allow us to perceive that life continues.
Let us be
with them and talk of all that has happened in Jerusalem, let us speak
and discuss together (see Lk 26, 14-15). It seems that we have lost the
reference point, because of the lost person. because of an authentic
relationship with Jesus Christ who has died on the cross.
The
incomprehensible conclusion of His life, of one in whom they hoped, now
pushes them to fill the void with the pastime of argumentation.
Everything tended to state that whatever they had been hoping in was
just an illusion. They try to explain an event of faith, with purely
rational categories. Their behaviour proves that it is not enough to
stay with the master in order to assume a contemplative sight of life.
The
disciples are together covering miles of distance and conversing between
them. Take their trustful gaze away from their relation with Jesus
Christ, to turn it towards an analysis of facts, only to tell each other
their sense of abandonment.
They look
so much blocked as not to see nothing and nobody else along their way.
They don't even see Jesus who, personally walks with them (see Lk
24,15).
Without
minding anything, the disciples go on insistently looking for an
explanation of what has happened. They show to be scared because of the
abandonment on behalf of Jesus Christ. They manifest their unexpressed
anger before the end of a life for which they had spent all their
energies, and the sadness for all that has been.
When faith
is missing, we recoil on ourselves, baiting, sometimes, the spiral of
death at all levels. By putting his own I at the centre, man does not
perceive others, not even himself. It is deceitful to believe, in fact,
to believe that a person, who worries only about himself and his own
things, is still a living being.
"What are
all these things that you are discussing as you walk along?" (Lk 24,17).
Once again, Jesus listens to the cry and becomes a companion of journey
with those who lose heart, giving them hopeful words. It seems that he
wants to guide them towards discovering that many possibility and
options can be found in life. If nailed to the past or tending only to
the future, the person shuts himself up to an intimacy, which excludes
both God and brethren. The here and no surprise of life, lived in faith,
reveals the on going presence of God in history.
Respecting
the rhythms of conversion, Jesus does not upset the natural human
journey. He admits the disappointment of the disciples without judging
them. He waits for their growing in the awareness of self, of others, of
reality, of history as a visible presence of the mystery. If we choose
not to remain anchored at whatever subtracts us from the present, we
grow in the capacity of looking at life with free eyes, of acting in
history according to the designs of God.
Is it
possible that along a seven miles journey the disciples have not met
anyone? What about the orphan, the widow and the foreigner? Away from
any type of relation, nailed up only to the earthly experience of Jesus
Christ, the disciples don't even perceive the people who pass near them.
He, the Risen Lord, takes them to give a meaning to the past, quoting
all that was said by the prophets. He helps them to hold their life once
again to give it meaning in the light of the Resurrection. Thus they
learn to feel and to see life while listening to the Scriptures. They
perceive the presence of the Other, they learn to seek an authentic
relation with the Other. In fact, they pass from the satisfying expected
relation - we hoped that He would be the one to set Israel free (Lk
24,21) - to the awareness of Somebody who, today, shares his life with
his own -while he was with them at table, He took the bread and said
the blessing; then He broke it and gave it to them (see Lk 24,30) - whom
He asks to act in history as He had acted.
While the
fragility of projects and expectations, which suggest fear and death,
because of the interrupted line of the future, often leads to use or to
throw away the present, Jesus Christ continues, even today, to entrust
the mission of building bridges of relation to the consecrated persons.
He offers himself through the broken bread and asks to be bread for the
brothers and sisters who meet to share the bread with them.
The
certainty of this task entrusted by Jesus to his own, allows the heart
to burn within, .while He speaks through the Scriptures, and to go back
to Jerusalem to witness to a love that offers himself to the point of
martyrdom.
The
disciples of Emmaus, who had left Jerusalem with their heart full of
sadness, now go back to the eleven apostles with the hope, as foundation
of their joy, to proclaim passionately that the Lord is risen.
How
beautiful it would be if the others also believed that the Lord is truly
risen! (see Lk 24,34), so that, on meeting us with a heart full of joy,
they may be acknowledged as persons to be blessed, as persons we can
share our bread!
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